{"id":8556,"date":"2013-10-30T10:44:00","date_gmt":"2013-10-30T05:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/?p=8556"},"modified":"2021-01-02T11:06:21","modified_gmt":"2021-01-02T05:36:21","slug":"guided-by-fear","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/2013\/10\/30\/guided-by-fear\/","title":{"rendered":"Guided by fear"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-8557 lazyload\" alt=\"live1\" data-src=\"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/live1.jpg\" width=\"611\" height=\"611\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/live1.jpg 611w, https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/live1-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/live1-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/live1-600x600.jpg 600w\" data-sizes=\"(max-width: 611px) 100vw, 611px\" src=\"data:image\/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAAAAACH5BAEKAAEALAAAAAABAAEAAAICTAEAOw==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 611px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 611\/611;\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I have this habit of adding a bookmark fold at the bottom of the page when I want to refer to it again. It is quite a task when I have to figure out much later what line in the page I&#8217;d originally bookmarked for! These days, Instagram solves it. At some point, I&#8217;m sure I can search my feed with a #quote hashtag and retrieve all the &#8216;bookmarks&#8217; easily. Yay!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">&#8220;And the Mountains Echoed&#8221; had many such bookmarks. (still an unconscious habit despite the Instagram method) But this one has to be my favourite &#8211; &#8220;.<em>.but most people have it backward. They think they live by what they want. But really what guides them is what they are afraid of. What they don&#8217;t want.<\/em>&#8221; I can easily confess that a large share of my actions is to preclude some dystopian version of my old age. (<a href=\"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/2012\/11\/19\/a-life-less-rich\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">one<\/a>) Many a time, this leads me to choose cautious paths over (what I think might be) more emotionally fulfilling ones, and even ones that I think might be leading me to <a href=\"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/2013\/01\/16\/stated-obsession\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">my purpose<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">But when I thought about it a bit more, I realised that it can be read positively too &#8211; after all I am afraid of being switched off without knowing why I was here, and that&#8217;s what makes it an obsession! Also, the &#8216;afraid-don&#8217;t want&#8217; factor often drives me to do things that are out of my comfort zone, so it&#8217;s possibly even pushing me towards my purpose, albeit from a different direction. Just a form of <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Reduction_(complexity)\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">reduction<\/a>? \ud83d\ude42 It&#8217;s probably not a coincidence that my second favourite quote from the book is &#8220;<em>When you have lived as long as I have, you find that cruelty and benevolence are but shades of the same colour<\/em>&#8220;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">until next time, fear off<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have this habit of adding a bookmark fold at the bottom of the page when I want to refer to it again. It is quite a task when I have to figure out much later what line in the page I&#8217;d originally bookmarked for! These days, Instagram solves it. At some point, I&#8217;m sure <a class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/2013\/10\/30\/guided-by-fear\/\">[&hellip;]<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1479,412,6053],"tags":[4309,454,4308],"class_list":["post-8556","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-thoughtstream","category-life","category-purpose","tag-and-the-mountains-echoed","tag-fear","tag-khaled-hosseini"],"aioseo_notices":[],"post_mailing_queue_ids":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8556","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8556"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8556\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15058,"href":"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8556\/revisions\/15058"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8556"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8556"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/manuscrypts.com\/test\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8556"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}