It’s been a while, but that’s the way it always has been with us. I am posting this on a day when I know I’d have heard from you. Some years you’d call, some years you’d WhatsApp, and the last couple of years, you took to Twitter just so you could needle me.<\/p>\n
Twitter was our playground.\u00a0We had our own language, I remember people getting irritated by it! I was always in awe of you, and your sublime words and ideas. It didn’t begin on Twitter though, it began with a comment on a blog. But it did end on Twitter, and it speaks about how out of touch I was, that I got to know when someone added me to a conversation.<\/p>\n
On that day, many people reached out to me, asking me if I was ok. I was, but I wasn’t, and ironically, I felt you’d be the only person who could understand what I was going through.\u00a0 But I went through the motions – I tweeted about you, retweeted those posts about you, and signalled normalcy.<\/p>\n
For a while, I considered starting an anonymous blog to publish those brilliant posts you wrote to me, but then I thought that’d be betraying you, us. So I didn’t. I remember your plans of us publishing our 55 anthology, but later you told me I shouldn’t ever write a book! Our plans always had other plans.<\/p>\n
I now realise that our plans were all around making sure to be around for each other, even if it was from afar. But we never got around to it. I am especially guilty on this. There are a bunch of mails from you with some version of “Where are you, mister?”. You cared enough to drag me out of my moods of funk. Once upon a time, I did that for you too. But in the recent years, I never asked enough, and you never said enough.<\/p>\n
I don’t miss you. Your cloverleaf postcard from Amsterdam sits in a place where I see it everyday. You are alive in my memories, and when I think of that lousy wordplay that isn’t fit for public consumption, you’re still my go-to person. You are alive in all our conversations from a decade (and more) ago, they’re still fun to read! I just realised our “Untweetable” thread has 500+ mails! And every other day, Timehop throws up one of our crazy Twitter chats. So yes, I don’t miss you.<\/p>\n
But I do miss a part of me that you dragged out. A childlike abandon that is so hard in a world full of labels. What I will miss most though, is the idea of hearing from you.\u00a0In a lonesome corner of my otherwise rational mind, there lives a hope that a certain Susie image will suddenly pop up on the top of my WhatsApp messages, and say “It’s been a while, mister”.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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